{"id":27992,"date":"2019-11-11T15:46:23","date_gmt":"2019-11-11T15:46:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/?p=27992"},"modified":"2019-11-11T15:46:23","modified_gmt":"2019-11-11T15:46:23","slug":"poeti-dhe-filozofi-hamid-gjylbegaj-ne-kujtimet-e-mia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/poeti-dhe-filozofi-hamid-gjylbegaj-ne-kujtimet-e-mia\/","title":{"rendered":"Poeti dhe filozofi Hamid Gjylbegaj n\u00eb kujtimet e mia"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"27993\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/poeti-dhe-filozofi-hamid-gjylbegaj-ne-kujtimet-e-mia\/hamid-905x395\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?fit=788%2C395&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"788,395\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"hamid-905&#215;395\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?fit=300%2C150&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?fit=788%2C395&amp;ssl=1\" class=\"alignnone  wp-image-27993\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?resize=558%2C279&#038;ssl=1\" width=\"558\" height=\"279\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?resize=300%2C150&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?resize=768%2C385&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?resize=450%2C226&amp;ssl=1 450w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?resize=600%2C301&amp;ssl=1 600w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?resize=400%2C201&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?w=788&amp;ssl=1 788w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 558px) 100vw, 558px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>Poeti dhe filozofi Hamid Gjylbegaj n\u00eb kujtimet e mia.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Nga: Xhahid Bushati<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Hamid Gjylbegaj lindi m\u00eb, 28.02.1889 (p\u00ebr dat\u00ebn e lindjes ka versione t\u00eb ndryshme) n\u00eb Shkod\u00ebr dhe vdiq n\u00eb Elbasan, tek e bija, m\u00eb 24.02.1979, kat\u00ebr dit\u00eb para se t\u00eb mbushte mosh\u00ebn 90-vje\u00e7are. Edhe pse kan\u00eb kaluar 40 vjet q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb ndar\u00eb nga kjo bot\u00eb, n\u00eb vet\u00ebdijen time, ai \u2018frymon\u2019, sepse\u2026 \u201cm(a)err frym\u00eb ajrin e Atdheut\u201d. Dhe k\u00ebshtu ndodh\u2026, ndon\u00ebse rrall\u00eb p\u00ebr njer\u00ebzit e rrall\u00eb, q\u00eb ajri i Atdheut b\u00ebhet monument.<\/p>\n<p>Me emrin e Hamid Gjylbegajt lidhet nj\u00eb ngjarje e bujshme, aso kohe n\u00eb Shkod\u00ebr, e papar\u00eb n\u00eb llojin e vet, aq e \u00e7uditshme sa dukej e pabesueshme, aq trondit\u00ebse sa dukej ireale, q\u00eb thuhej me pak fjal\u00eb, trembsh\u00ebm e p\u00ebshp\u00ebritej n\u00eb fsheht\u00ebsi t\u00eb mos e d\u00ebgjonte kush. I vetmi q\u00eb lidhej me k\u00ebt\u00eb ngjarje jo t\u00eb zakont\u00eb, pa buj\u00eb, pa fjal\u00eb, mendimtar, q\u00ebndrestar e vetmitar, ishte ky burr\u00eb, q\u00eb dikush e quajti \u201ckok\u00ebfort\u00eb\u201d, dikush tjet\u00ebr e quajti \u201ckund\u00ebr rrym\u00ebs s\u00eb koh\u00ebs\u201d; q\u00eb n\u00eb heshtjen e tij fisnike kishte gjetur m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e vetme t\u2019i b\u00ebnte \u2018hyzmet\u2019 LIRIS\u00cb, t\u00eb kuvendonte me t\u00eb, ta nderonte e ta \u00e7monte, ta kishte t\u00eb p\u00ebrshpirtshme, duke paguar hara\u00e7 jet\u00ebn dhe vuajtjet e ferrit fam\u00ebkeq hoxhian, e p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb ishte i vet\u00ebdijsh\u00ebm. Dhe ngjarja ishte kjo\u2026 Ja, se si e rr\u00ebfen historiani Dashnor Kalo\u00e7i n\u00eb nj\u00eb shkrim t\u00eb tij: \u201c\u2026 nga viti 1945 e deri n\u00eb vitin 1979 ai nuk mori pjes\u00eb asnj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb votime, duke i bojkotuar rregullisht ato. I gjith\u00eb populli i Shkodr\u00ebs dhe i Elbasanit, ku ai jetoi, e mbajn\u00eb mend fare mir\u00eb se Hamidi nuk shkoi asnj\u00ebher\u00eb pran\u00eb kutive t\u00eb kuqe t\u00eb votimit. \u2026 Ai ngrysej dhe gdhihej i vet\u00ebm n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij, duke kaluar net\u00ebt e gjata dhe t\u00eb acarta t\u00eb dimrit pa kushtet minimale t\u00eb jetes\u00ebs. Hamid Gjylbegu, shkodrani me bindje antikomuniste, q\u00eb mbahet mend si rast i rrall\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00eb Shqip\u00ebrin\u00eb p\u00ebr bojkotimin e rregullt q\u00eb u b\u00ebnte zgjedhjeve gjat\u00eb viteve t\u00eb regjimit t\u00eb Enver Hoxh\u00ebs,\u2026Nd\u00ebrsa miku i tij i ngusht\u00eb i jet\u00ebs, studiuesi erudit Izet Bebeziqi do t\u00eb shkruante p\u00ebr t\u00eb: \u201cVetun, n\u00eb nj\u00eb karrik\u00eb, vrash\u00ebm n\u00eb vedi, n\u00eb ball\u00eb t\u00eb rrudhun e me sye t\u00eb tretun n\u00eb kurrgj\u00eb, si i tretun n\u2019agonie mejtimesh e andrimesh po pushote Hamidi. Burr\u00eb i nalt\u00eb, i sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb, ezmer\u00eb, me mustaqe t\u00eb zie, me dukje t\u2019err\u00ebt, por me shpirt\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7el\u00ebt e syni i tij shk\u00ebndie e pa-plakruesh\u00ebme e n\u00eb t\u00eb shtjerrun rr\u00ebfente nji bujari\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb.\u201d<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_27994\" style=\"width: 642px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-27994\" data-attachment-id=\"27994\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/poeti-dhe-filozofi-hamid-gjylbegaj-ne-kujtimet-e-mia\/hamid-gjylbegaj\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/Hamid-Gjylbegaj.jpg?fit=450%2C300&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"450,300\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Hamid Gjylbegaj\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"&lt;p&gt;Hamid Gjylbegaj&lt;\/p&gt;\n\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/Hamid-Gjylbegaj.jpg?fit=300%2C200&amp;ssl=1\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/Hamid-Gjylbegaj.jpg?fit=450%2C300&amp;ssl=1\" class=\" wp-image-27994\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/Hamid-Gjylbegaj.jpg?resize=632%2C421&#038;ssl=1\" width=\"632\" height=\"421\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/Hamid-Gjylbegaj.jpg?resize=300%2C200&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/Hamid-Gjylbegaj.jpg?w=450&amp;ssl=1 450w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/Hamid-Gjylbegaj.jpg?resize=400%2C267&amp;ssl=1 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 632px) 100vw, 632px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-27994\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Hamid Gjylbegaj<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Po kush ishte n\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb ky burr\u00eb? Rridhte nga nj\u00eb familje me em\u00ebr, nga m\u00eb t\u00eb vjetrat t\u00eb qytetit t\u00eb Shkodr\u00ebs, si\u00e7 ishte ajo e Gjylbegajve. Shkoll\u00ebn fillore dhe t\u00eb mesme ushtarake i ndoqi n\u00eb vendlindje. Vitin e fundit e b\u00ebri n\u00eb Manastir. (Nuk di pse m\u2019u kujtua Migjeni dhe vepra \u201cUdha e Shkronjave\u201d e prof. Tomor Osmanit). Akademin\u00eb Ushtarake e p\u00ebrfundoi pas tre vjet\u00ebsh studimi n\u00eb Stamboll. N\u00eb korrik t\u00eb vitit 1912 em\u00ebrohet instruktor i rekrut\u00ebve t\u00eb regjimit t\u00eb 38-t\u00eb n\u00eb Selanik. Gjat\u00eb Luft\u00ebs Ballkanike u gjend n\u00eb koopormat\u00ebn e Selanikut n\u00eb frontin me serb\u00ebt dhe mori pjes\u00eb n\u00eb luftime n\u00eb Kumanov\u00eb, Qyperli, Perlep, Manastir e pastaj n\u00eb front me grek\u00ebt n\u00eb Bilisht, Kor\u00e7\u00eb, Janin\u00eb. M\u00eb 6 mars 1913 Janina ra n\u00eb duart e grek\u00ebve dhe Hamidi d\u00ebrgohet rob lufte n\u00eb ishullin Zanta. N\u00eb tetor t\u00eb vitit 1913 lirohet e kthehet n\u00eb Stamboll. M\u00eb pas vjen n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri p\u00ebr t\u00eb punuar p\u00ebr forcimin e shtetit shqiptar. Zgjidhet an\u00ebtar i Komitetit Ekzekutiv t\u00eb Klubit \u201cLidhja Komb\u00ebtare\u201d. Me krijimin e Komitetit Komb\u00ebtar p\u00ebr Mbrojtjen e Kosov\u00ebs, m\u00eb 1918 zgjidhet an\u00ebtar i Kryesis\u00eb s\u00eb atij Komiteti. B\u00ebn pjes\u00eb n\u00eb grupin e atyre q\u00eb caktoi Komiteti p\u00ebr p\u00ebrgatitjen e Kongresit t\u00eb Lushnj\u00ebs. N\u00eb mars t\u00eb vitit 1920, u em\u00ebrua n\u00ebnprefekt n\u00eb Puk\u00eb. (Dhe p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb moment, Hamid Gjylbegaj do t\u00eb shkruante: \u201cMe formimin e qeveris\u00eb qendrore n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, (pas Kongresit t\u00eb Lushnj\u00ebs) u mor\u00ebn masa t\u00eb shpejta p\u00ebr bashkimin e Kor\u00e7\u00ebs e Shkodr\u00ebs me t\u00eb. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00ebllim erdh\u00ebm n\u00eb Lezh\u00eb bashk\u00eb me Hoxh\u00eb Kadrin\u00eb e Ahmet Zogun. Un\u00eb u d\u00ebrgova si p\u00ebrfaq\u00ebsues n\u00eb qytet p\u00ebr t\u2019u marr\u00eb vesh me administrat\u00ebn e Shkodr\u00ebs, duke i premtuar dhe siguruar se qeveria qendrore do t\u2019i lejonte t\u00eb q\u00ebndronin n\u00eb pozitat q\u00eb kishin. Musa Juka si kryetar t\u00eb bashkis\u00eb, Malo Beg Mylga si komandant t\u00eb xhanarm\u00ebris\u00eb dhe Javer Lutfia si komisar t\u00eb policis\u00eb. Propozimin q\u00eb i b\u00ebra k\u00ebta e pranuan me gjith\u00eb g\u00ebzim dhe hyn\u00eb n\u00eb bashk\u00ebpunim me qeverin\u00eb qendrore t\u00eb Tiran\u00ebs. \u2026Me hyrjen n\u00eb Shkod\u00ebr u mblodh\u00ebm n\u00eb Komitet p\u00ebr t\u00eb vendosur p\u00ebr ndryshimin e administrimit t\u00eb qytetit. U vendos q\u00eb p\u00ebrkoh\u00ebsisht t\u00eb b\u00ebhej nj\u00eb administrat\u00eb e p\u00ebrkohshme e cila p\u00ebr dy vjet do t\u00eb vepronte n\u00eb baz\u00eb t\u00eb Kanunit t\u00eb Lek\u00eb Dukagjinit. U zgjodh\u00ebn si prefekt\u00eb Sul\u00e7 beg Bushati dhe Shuk Serreqi. U shtrua dhe \u00e7\u00ebshtja e administrimit t\u00eb Puk\u00ebs. Un\u00eb mora p\u00ebrsip\u00ebr t\u00eb merresha me t\u00eb. K\u00ebshtu u em\u00ebrova n\u00ebnprefekt i Puk\u00ebs.\u201d)<\/p>\n<p>Drejton veprimet luftarake n\u00eb faz\u00ebn e par\u00eb t\u00eb Luft\u00ebs s\u00eb Koplikut (korrik \u2013 gusht 1920). Pastaj Qeveria e Fan Nolit e nxori n\u00eb pension. Hoqi dor\u00eb nga veprimtaria politike. Arsyen e mbulon heshtja. Hamidi zot\u00ebronte: turqisht, italisht, gjermanisht, fr\u00ebngjisht. I pajisur me nj\u00eb kultur\u00eb t\u00eb gjer\u00eb ushtarake, filozofike e letrare, t\u00eb cilat reflektuan n\u00eb pun\u00ebn e tij, b\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb gjith\u00eb her\u00eb t\u00eb udh\u00ebhiqej nga bindjet nacionaliste.<\/p>\n<p>Poezit\u00eb e para i botoi n\u00eb revistat \u201cAgimi\u201d dhe \u201cAfrimi\u201d. M\u00eb pas botoi librat: \u201cFlutura nd\u00ebr lule\u201d (1924), \u201cPak a shum\u201d, vjersha, Shkod\u00ebr, (Ora e Shkodr\u00ebs, 1925, 52 f.), \u201cFjala e Virtytit\u201d (Imtime filozofije, Elbasan, shtypshkronja \u201cElbasani\u201d, 1929, 16 f.); \u201cMonument i Atdheut\u201d, Elbasan, Shtypshkronja \u201cSaide\u201d Elbasan, 1930, 16 f.), \u201cKunora e Lumnis \/\u00a0 Caku i filozofis\u201d, Shkod\u00ebr,\u00a0 (Shtypshkroja \u201cOra e Shkodr\u00ebs\u201d, 1931, 16 f.), \u201cFletra e jet\u00ebs\u201d (Shtypshkroja \u201cOra e Shkodr\u00ebs\u201d, 1932), \u201cDrita e S\u2019v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs\u201d (1933), \u201cKopje origjinale\u201d, Shkod\u00ebr, (Shtypshkroja \u201cOra e Shkodres\u201d, 1933, 16 f.), \u201cKuvendi i shqiptarit\u201d, Tiran\u00eb (Shtypshkronja \u201cGutenberg\u201d, 1934, 16 f.); \u201cHiret e shueme\u201d (Vjersha n\u00eb proz\u00eb, Tiran\u00eb, 1939, 16 f.),\u00a0 \u201cFyelli i Barive\u201d, Tiran\u00eb, 1943; \u201cZana e shitueme\u201d, (Vejme popullore, Tiran\u00eb, 1943, 16 f.); \u201cHarpa e thyeme\u201d, 1943) etj. N\u00eb dor\u00ebshkrim i mbet\u00ebn poezi t\u00eb b\u00ebra pas \u00e7lirimit e disa p\u00ebrkthime. Mblodhi k\u00ebng\u00eb lirike n\u00eb trevat e Mal\u00ebsis\u00eb s\u00eb Madhe. Nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb i botoi. Ka shkruar dhe artikuj politik\u00eb n\u00eb gazetat \u201cPopulli\u201d n\u00eb Shkod\u00ebr, \u201cDajti\u201d n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, her\u00eb me em\u00ebr, her\u00eb me pseudonim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Hamid Gjylbegajn e kam takuar dy her\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb. N\u00eb t\u00eb dyja rastet kam biseduar pak fjal\u00eb me t\u00eb, por e kam fiksuar portretin e tij me syt\u00eb e f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb sime.<\/p>\n<p>Shum\u00eb vite m\u00eb von\u00eb, lexova e rilexova gjith\u00eb librat e tij (me nga 16 faqe, a di\u00e7ka m\u00eb shum\u00eb), dhe syt\u00eb e f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb sime nuk e kishin tjet\u00ebrsuar at\u00eb portret. Imazhi q\u00ebndronte i gjall\u00eb, i paprekur si at\u00ebher\u00eb\u2026 Serioz. Serioz t\u00ebr\u00eb koh\u00ebn. T\u00eb dukej sikur i kishte humbur buz\u00ebqeshja, sikur n\u00ebp\u00ebrmjet bisedave e k\u00ebrkonte at\u00eb\u2026 Fliste rrall\u00eb, duke tundur kok\u00ebn. I ulur n\u00eb nj\u00eb karrige shpesh meditonte n\u00eb vetmin\u00eb e dit\u00ebve fatin e shkruar dhe t\u00eb pashkruar\u2026 I vrazhd\u00eb n\u00eb vetvete. Me ball\u00eb t\u00eb rrudhosur e sy t\u00eb tretur deri aty ku s\u2019arrin dhe pik\u2019e lotit. Shpesh k\u00ebrciste dh\u00ebmb\u00ebt si shenja nervozizmi p\u00ebr t\u2019i b\u00ebr\u00eb sfid\u00eb koh\u00ebs q\u00eb e mundoi dhe e plagosi shum\u00eb p\u00ebr fjal\u00ebn e lir\u00eb, p\u00ebr pesh\u00ebn e liris\u00eb, p\u00ebr karakterin e vendosur e t\u00eb admiruesh\u00ebm. Esmer, me mustaqe q\u00eb iu zbardh\u00ebn n\u00eb pleq\u00ebri, por me nj\u00eb shpirt t\u00eb \u00e7elur q\u00eb rr\u00ebfente nj\u00eb bujari t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. (T\u00eb mos harrojm\u00eb q\u00eb ai shpirt mbante dram\u00ebn q\u00eb ia shkaktoi eg\u00ebr e torturuese diktatura e eg\u00ebr dhe e pashpirt, q\u00eb ai shpirt qante n\u00eb heshtje e mbante t\u00eb ndezur drit\u00ebn e shuar t\u00eb t\u00eb birit t\u00eb vet\u00ebm, Virtytit, q\u00eb e donte m\u00eb shum\u00eb se syt\u00eb e ballit). Reflekset e tundimit shpirt\u00ebror, t\u00eb kriz\u00ebs morale i gjejm\u00eb duksh\u00ebm t\u00eb pasqyruara n\u00eb librat \u201cZana e shitueme\u201d, \u201cFyelli i barive\u201d e \u201cHarpa e thyeme\u201d, botime t\u00eb vitit 1943.<\/p>\n<p>Nj\u00eb bardh\u00ebsi e bukur i mbulonte kok\u00ebn. Si\u00e7 duket kjo bardh\u00ebsi si nj\u00eb liriz\u00ebm fatlum ishte krijuar enkas p\u00ebr t\u00eb zbutur pamjen e zemr\u00ebn t\u00eb k\u00ebtij njeriu q\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb mendonte se sa fliste, q\u00eb kishte r\u00ebn\u00eb 27 her\u00eb n\u00eb luft\u00eb e ishte plagosur 2 her\u00eb. T\u00eb dukej sikur Hamid Gjylbegaj me nj\u00eb bot\u00eb poeti, jetonte diku mes kufijve t\u00eb ireales me realen, t\u00eb legjend\u00ebs me mistiken, t\u00eb am\u00ebshimit me pafaj\u00ebsin\u00eb, t\u00eb \u00ebndrr\u00ebs q\u00eb nuk arriti kufijt\u00eb e realitetit\u2026 Jetonte vet\u00ebm me\u00a0<em>\u201cajrin e atdheut\u201d<\/em>, t\u00eb cilin e deshi aq shum\u00eb.<\/p>\n<p>Jeta e Hamid Gjylbegajt i ngjan nj\u00eb deti t\u00eb trazuar, val\u00ebt e t\u00eb cilit e rrah\u00ebn eg\u00ebr e n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb pam\u00ebshirshme, por nuk e gjunj\u00ebzuan dot. Kantian nga filozofia. Karakter i nj\u00eb edukate gjermane. I prer\u00eb n\u00eb vendime si ushtarak i Akademis\u00eb turke, t\u00eb cil\u00ebn e kreu. I heshtur gjer n\u00eb dhembje. E gjitha kjo ishte bota ku sh\u00ebtiste Hamidi, parimet e s\u00eb cil\u00ebs nuk i c\u00ebnonte, por nuk lejonte t\u2019ia c\u00ebnonte askush.<\/p>\n<p>Dhe\u2026 mendohem teksa prek librat e tij, teksa lexoj krijimet autoriale, ku shfaqen duksh\u00ebm: disa rrug\u00eb t\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb tij, konceptet filozofike, filozofia poetike, mend\u00ebsia dhe humori popullor, sentenca dhe urt\u00ebsia, pengjet dhe porosit\u00eb, polemikat, korrespondencat, kunora e lumnis\u00eb, caqet e filozofis\u00eb, nocionet e bes\u00ebs, bukuris\u00eb, dashuris\u00eb, shpirtit; flladet lirike e dallg\u00ebt tragjike; theksimin e shum\u00ebhersh\u00ebm t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs \u2018Virtyt\u2019 etj., etj. Dhe p\u00ebrs\u00ebri mendohem\u2026 Nuk m\u00eb shqitet, ve\u00e7an\u00ebrisht n\u00eb poezit\u00eb e tij se si sundon aq virtytsh\u00ebm dritat e s\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs, si p\u00ebrhapet ajo, si reflekton p\u00ebrmes trinomit:\u00a0<em>E drejta<\/em>,\u00a0<em>E mira<\/em>\u00a0dhe\u00a0<em>E bukura<\/em>. N\u00eb k\u00ebto hap\u00ebsira mendimi e hap\u00ebsira poetike \u201csh\u00ebtisin nj\u00ebkoh\u00ebsisht\u201d madh\u00ebshtia e njeriut dhe njohja e vetvetes.<\/p>\n<p>Dua t\u2019i sillem edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb sime. E shihja shpesh at\u00eb burr\u00eb t\u00eb plakur, teksa n\u00eb vetmi hapte der\u00ebn ngjyr\u00eb jeshile, me nj\u00eb karrige k\u00ebrcure q\u00eb mezi e mbante n\u00eb dor\u00eb, dhe zinte vend, aty, pran\u00eb \u00e7inarit t\u00eb mo\u00e7\u00ebm\u2026 Se \u00e7\u2019bisedonin ata me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin, askush nuk e di, por ama bisedonin\u2026 Dhe kishin kujtime\u2026 Dhe \u00e7do dit\u00eb kujtimet shtoheshin!.. Por, ndoshta sot, ai \u00e7inar, tashm\u00eb i pluhurosur, i pakujdesur nga askush dhe i l\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb m\u00ebshir\u00eb t\u00eb fatit, ndoshta \u00ebsht\u00eb i vetmi q\u00eb ka mbetur gjall\u00eb e, q\u00eb n\u00eb monumentalitetin e tij mban m\u00eb shum\u00eb s\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt cop\u00ebza kujtimesh e cop\u00ebza historish, data, situata, rrethana, fragmente dialogjesh e emra personazhesh, etj. etj., q\u00eb lidhen me k\u00ebt\u00eb burr\u00eb e p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb burr\u00eb q\u00eb quhet Hamid Gjylbegaj. Dhe jet\u00ebsisht e \u00ebnd\u00ebrrisht, n\u00eb nj\u00eb poezi, Gjylbegu shprehej:\u00a0<em>\u201cFlet\u00ebt e rame un i mblodha, \/ Ca nga vargu i gjat\u00eb i jet\u00ebs; \/ T\u2019gjitha bashk\u00eb ktu i radhova, \/ P\u00ebr kujtimin e s\u2019v\u00ebrtet\u00ebs\u2026\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Shkod\u00ebr, tetor 2019<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Poeti dhe filozofi Hamid Gjylbegaj n\u00eb kujtimet e mia. Nga: Xhahid Bushati Hamid Gjylbegaj lindi m\u00eb, 28.02.1889 (p\u00ebr dat\u00ebn e lindjes ka versione t\u00eb ndryshme) n\u00eb Shkod\u00ebr dhe vdiq n\u00eb Elbasan, tek e bija, m\u00eb 24.02.1979, kat\u00ebr dit\u00eb para se t\u00eb mbushte mosh\u00ebn 90-vje\u00e7are. Edhe pse kan\u00eb kaluar 40 vjet q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb ndar\u00eb nga kjo [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":27993,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[27,10,35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27992","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blogu-i-udhetarit","category-kultura","category-shoqerore"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/hamid-905x395.jpg?fit=788%2C395&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p5Z6wp-7hu","jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":100012,"url":"https:\/\/www.shqiperia.com\/blog\/indi-50-punonjes-mbrojne-zogun-e-rralle-te-porsalindur-nga-zhdukja\/","url_meta":{"origin":27992,"position":0},"title":"Indi, 50 punonj\u00ebs mbrojn\u00eb zogun e rrall\u00eb t\u00eb porsalindur nga zhdukja","author":"Kurt Farka","date":"May 8, 2026","format":false,"excerpt":"8 Maji 2026 Pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb punonj\u00ebs t\u00eb mbrojtjes s\u00eb jet\u00ebs s\u00eb eg\u00ebr n\u00eb Indi kan\u00eb marr\u00eb rolin e \u201ctruprojes\u201d p\u00ebr t\u00eb mbrojtur nj\u00eb zog t\u00eb porsalindur (ardeotis nigriceps) q\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnohet me zhdukje . 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